The Lore of the Eternal West: Chapter 2 'Enter the Banjo' (Pt II of II)
Chapter 2: Enter the Banjo (Pt I)
But don’t worry, you will get your answer either way:
The painted lady- Samantha,
she corrects your- turns her back against you in defiance (but you also feel a
strange aura of protection emanating from that gesture) and faces the…
audience.
Yes, you already begin to think of them this way.
The show is
about to begin!
She announces, to which the deafening silence responds
by… leaving the room, succeeded by an enthusiastic cheer.
At this very moment,
all the patrons of the establishment, including the few little kids that are
here, begin to bang their forks, spoons or any other form of cutlery they might
have against their plates and/or glasses. Even those standing up try to
contribute to the noise, by clapping their hands in syncopation to the steady
beat of steel against china.
Samantha steps to
your right side now, revealing the star of the show to the hungry audience.
You curtsy.
They appreciate it
but do not relent.
Samantha is now
pointing toward the corner that is now to your far left – the empty corner you
were gazing at earlier.
You know you better
start making your way there sooner or … else!
Again, this word pops
to the fore of your head like interference, and you know better than not to
accept an offer you can’t refuse anyway.
You start dragging
your boots in the direction of the gas lantern, native to the wall ahead.
Each dragged footstep
trying its best to delay the inevitable, but succeeding only in bringing you
closer and closer to your destiny.
In a matter of
seconds that you wish were centuries- and which probably are in a parallel
reality- you reach the… stage.
You take a moment to
concentrate on the flame, once again. Beheld in such close proximity, it’s even
more tempting yet… scandalous.
And you forsake all
else for just a few seconds which, this time, do feel like minutes at least,
and draw as much energy as you possibly can from the core of the flame. You
haven’t practiced this, so it still feels as though you are being delusional,
but you suddenly feel a strange yet pacifying warmth engulfing your whole body,
starting from the top of your head and slowly trickling all the way down to
your toes.
You are now fully
charged and ready to face the music,
quite literally.
You do a 180 degree
turn and wave to them.
They respond by
making even more noise.
You raise your hand
up high and make a halting gesture. They obey.
The show now really is
about to begin.
Problem is, you don’t
know what show.
You don’t know what
you are expected to do.
I mean, you do feel
you are supposed to entertain them. That much is strikingly obvious. But you
don’t know what with. All that time you have dedicated to mastering the art of
the revolver was time not spent on the discovery of any other inclinations that
might reside within you.
You don’t want to
admit it – who would- but you start to lose it, once again.
But this time, unlike
your 6-shooters which disappeared magically less than 5 minutes ago, something
… appears.
You feel an unwelcome
weight on your back, something you have never felt before. What feels like a
sizeable volume seems to drag you back, although you don’t have to try too hard
to resist it.
With your right hand, the one that was halting the crowd only
seconds ago, you reach for your upper back, as though in search of some phantom
itch in the nape of your neck.
But this time, it is your turn to be halted. By something
hard and relatively, probably made of wood – you are not really sure. It feels
like the top part of something connected to a larger … body. You have to… unsling
it from your shoulder.
Yes, something is
slung over your shoulder like a mailman’s bag, alright. You can now see the
leather strap extending from your right shoulder diagonally toward the lower
left of your midsection. Something that wasn’t there earlier, you are sure of
that. At least, you are sure of something!
Still in a dream-like
daze, you persuade your hands to get it over with and bring to the fore what
almost… grew on your back, pretty much like the lantern on the wall.
The moment you see
it, you know it was always meant to be there. You feel a strange mix of
heartache and passion. You strum it with your bare hands just the once to make
sure it’s in tune.
It is.
It’s a banjo alright!
You’ve never played one before, still you feel as
though you were always destined to play one. As though every little tidbit of
experience was but a stepping stone, the sole purpose of which was to help you
cross the river and… arrive… here!
You strum it once more, this time teasing a closed
chord… fretting it…
It feels so right yet… a little bit wrong. As though
your right hand is not exactly meant to pluck the strings without a… buffer.
And as if in response, you feel a pinching sensation
coming from the ends of your thumb, index and middle finger. As though someone
was trying to choke them, but a little more gently so. And that’s when you see
them for the first time. The thumb and finger picks. Your ring finger curls up
and the pinky follows suit. They both anchor themselves against the coarse
flatness of the drum head. You try again.
This is what comes out… naturally:
You stop and draw breath.
You are not exactly tired, but you need a little
break.
But the crowd is not exactly patient.
If they had relented a little, to allow you the
courtesy of fumbling your way around what you were expected to do, they are now
back at it in full swing. This is when you first notice they appear to have a
ring leader. It’s the man with the meat-juice and beer smeared all over his
face. The messy eater.
Not only does he seem to be the most enthusiastic of
the bunch in pounding his fist upon the table, but the rest of the crowd seems
to steal a glimpse of him every now and again, seemingly in search of
confirmation.
And confirm, he does. He confirms away, oblivious or
indifferent to his wife’s blank stare – which has you as its aim now. Those
eyes look… dead.
And you will
soon be too, if you don’t do anything about it, your inner
voice tells you. The one that knows better. You
know better.
You refocus your attention to the banjo and, as you
do, the commotion starts to dissipate.
It takes a few seconds to decide what to play, drawing
on an apparently new-found repertoire, and, for some reason, this is what you
play.
As you do, everyone seems to be transfixed by the
notes coming out of your instrument – equal parts captivated and overwhelmed
with a sense of doom.
As the melody flows from an unknown compartment lodged
in your heart or… soul, all the way out through your finger tips, onto the
metal and the wire and out of the resonator, you start feeling more and more at
ease in your new role. At some point, you are even on the verge of joining your
audience in their silent trance, running on autopilot.
Yet, you sense a very slight pull in the center of
your forehead, like a tension headache that is slight but… there.
It feels as though someone is trying to pull your
forehead with a gentle… hook, piercing your skin but with just a pinch, tugging
at you every few seconds or so, as if to command your attention.
When you decide to look in the direction from which
this mysterious force seems to be emanating, you find yourself looking at the…
bartender!
At first, you puzzle at why he should be beckoning at
you in this inexplicable way. Does he have some sort of super power? Does such
a thing even exist, by the Lord Harry!
Well, you can’t answer that right now.
You have to keep on playing…
As soon as you’ve played the last few notes, the crowd
breaks into a roaring applause.
It feels good.
Like the waves of the
cool ocean when the break upon you after having been roasted until well-done by
the scorching August sun.
You almost get carried away… almost….
For you can’t help
but shudder at what you think you
saw, even if briefly, while looking at the bartender mid-song.
You wouldn’t stake
your life on it, but you are nearly certain that you saw it:
At some point, and
only for a fraction of a second – there for a mom.,/ent and nowhere the next-
his eyes had turned red.
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